Well, there were definitely a whole host of things happening in the events co. side now, especially after all the hoo-hah about what exactly happened at cultural night and how the jam band and dance actually saved yin sync and the whole concert per say, with alot of management mishaps and stuff. I sure do hope that Resonation ain't going to be the same way it is for many fronts.
Anyways, as long as your partners are just working with each other professionally, i definitely feel the rift and its really tough to lay in between wondering whats going to come forward for this deal. To blame a person's character is bad, and to really pin point their mistakes is not being fair to their efforts. All i can say is that, probably the choice made should be even more sharper.
Thats the feel i'm getting. Its about trust in the friendship, and lately, its too many small small moves that allow me to misunderstand, or even to a larger extent, prove my intuition about certain individuals. How bad can that go man!
Somehow, i feel that certain friendships are going far, yet some of them are really going further down the drain. Not enough time for them = not enough time to bond = no help in the friendship.
So it happens. Especially when u choose to live in such a complicated society like Singapore and a complicated environment in the midst of complicated people who have somehow thought that they are 'affluent'.
Keeping yourselves to know more people, however, becomes a priority, where networks are solidly important in the world today. Somehow u just have a feeling this ain't going to be working well and all u have to do is pull out conveniently with no slightest bit of contact. Thats cool. Probably thats what many people are doing now.
Which is why i am glad i have a close group of khakis that i can share my woes and happiness with.
That being said, its where i begin my next period in life and how i choose to begin, that is paramount to the rest of my life.
Too many people with knowledge affluence equivalent to the level of a degree grad are changing jobs after finding out their initial choices ain't working out, ain't going up, and ain't moving. i can't blame them, except maybe with an astute judgment and an eagle eye, the career u should be choosing at first shouldn't be something u 'wanna experiment.'
it ain't wrong to do that, but then again, u will never have a 110% mentality the moment u have that job. get it? makes perfect sense right? its about effort i guess, and how ur mentality pushes u.
I applaud u if u are one of those that can differentiate between switching choices and effort. It pours out after two of my closer friends change to want to go into the teaching profession, same as me, but at least, i know that PE teaching is cool and i wanna carry on doing it. so kudos to choice making! and no regrets! Probably too early to say. hahahaha.
I really wonder what my first class of students would find about me if i am a teacher.
Okay, gotta go, the drinks at the wedding dinner was really heavy, and i wish the groomsmen all the best in their hangovers. Well, for some. hahaha. cheers and move on to graduation!
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