Wednesday - Maybe Tomorrow.

It didn't begin really well for me today. Because of a slight rising in the illness as well as some stupid incidents happening that really taught me now to really advise, and give advice as well as guide people who are WORTH the guidance. Business ain't a very fun thing to begin with. U need balls of fire and faith worth gold to carry on whatever u believe in.

Understanding how O****** began and its backings, i began to believe in many many things coming. I hope somehow there is something good in store for me soon yea?

I hope my cough can recover so that i can concentrate on singing. And yea. today was a day of revelations too! most of them happening at night. so yea. shan't say more. Its to contemplate on many many things. :)

Another Day at Home.

Well, it ain't really the healthiest me now, and i am striving very hard to keep myself back on the fitness track, so what i did was i made an effort to go to the supermarket to get ham, eggs and cereals for breakfast, since its supposed to be the most important meal of the day.

Spent another day at home feeling how good sometimes being home can be, and of course resting my soul as well as my body, especially after a gruelling camp.
Somehow i just felt that not much people my age would take up this role and carry on running with the campers and stuff. At least i know a few who cant.hahah.

An evening spent walking around Tampines Central really made me realised that it was the first time since dunno when i am able to slow down the pace and laze around the mall after the clinical visit, and felt like i am in the heartlands again.
Cool.But yet, somehow things have been running in my head. The next few weeks would be hectic, and of course, interesting! why not man? will fill u in more. Right now, i gotta rest before 2am!

Sunday Simplicity

1 Basketball court, 2 patches of grass no larger than half a basketball court, and there are 6 teams, probably more waiting by the sidelines, playing the world's popular game, Soccer. World Cup Fever is definitely on, as i brought Lucky along with me in an evening run around the neighborhood and saw the people playing their hearts out. Lucky was happy with the run, and i was happy to let go of life's daily pressures in that run.

Came home and felt that sometimes, being at home for a day or two ain't that bad after all, since i was able to play some PC games and catch up with some J-Doramas. :)

At night, joined the gang for a movie, Toy Story (bet u din see it coming) and honestly, what i got from that outing was a very normal, yet warm feeling of being able to enjoy a simple event with a few friends.

Tomorrow's going to be a refreshing day.
Sometimes, i wonder if i am too forthcoming in inviting another relationship to happen asap, or should i just step back and chill a little in many situations. I'm just worried, somehow i won't be able to be with the person/girl that i really wanna be with, cos this approach really makes me looking at 'any' girl that comes along. and even carry on the approach? thats some how totally wrong eh?
so i guess, it has to come naturally. and i'll take this new approach then.

Gambatte-riyo!

A quiet Saturday

Was supposed to go for a birthday party, to be exact, Pearly's birthday party.
But was kinda unwell. No, was extremely unwell till i concussed for 18 hours before waking up. My body really needs some good and powerful conditioning to begin with.

I probably will drop by around 8 plus to go wish her a happy birthday.

The last two weeks have been really hectic.
Of course, Camp LIONS has been the one that took out nearly 85% of my physical and mental strengths, but the outcome and product was admirable and excellent, with all leaders from 10 different youth groups coming together and really bonding well.
I appreciate the fact that many youth groups are inspired after that.

Its going to be SHINE 2010 soon and i am equally excited as i would say i am the assisting co-events director for the opening ceremony and this would add into my resume quite aptly, further beefing up my credentials for events.

Two weeks passed and many friends thought long lost were re-found again. And one or two of them are getting engaged, previous relationships i mean. I'm truly happy for them, and would wish them happiness. However, it also came to my attention two friends who either ended their near-marriage relationships or are doubtful about the future. You really can't blame their mindsets, especially since the world's everchanging culture influences their every decision makings. For one, who turns out single, probably she's exploring possibilities now and yeap, there's a part in me that was saying 'hey look at me!'hahah... but another part which is reserved also prefers to allow her to take a look at the world before stepping into her life.
The other lady is a strong, active and fun person. And i must say she has the capability to turn a relationship colorful. I would've chosen her if conditions are right. But yea. if conditions are right, that's the key words.
Someone from the past came back and chatted with me. Well in a sense, since i activated that conversation. Its been.. 4-5 years? since we last chatted. And i must say, its another weight put down nicely.
As of now, the heart is fresh and free. So i feel positive about everything. Its now down to my fitness and credentials. important elements in my life. And yes. graduation.

I kinda like this Saturday. :)

Keeping loved ones closer

Recently mum's been acting strange, i sorta realised the attention i've been giving to her have wavered because of my busy schedules. Well, i gotta keep her close to me, and protect her, as much as my sis and my dad. no matter how they are now.

My friends have been there, and will always be there, its how i am that chases them away, rather than things that they have done.
A loved one, will always stay and stand by you, no matter what. i hope to find one that does that. i will be there for these people. thru thick and thin.

Its been tight, these few weeks, time has been taking a toll. but i'm enjoying every moment of it!

then again, what is still going through my mind was that of my mum's undying love and support when i was in depression. thanks mum.

Big Win! and many thoughts.

Its probably been over a month since i decided to type this post. and i feel many thought are running through at this point. So u gotta read into it to know yea?

SBM
Camp LIONS rumbled about 7 of us into rooms, areas, shopping places just to get us the things needed. Apart from the financial challenges, i guess the team really gelled up well. Probably needa make some aspirations for them to meet Camp LIONS with a giant killer mindset and set the youth industry moving. Its up to us.
Dhamma camp is tomorrow, and i'm cooking! hahahahaha. so i hope everything is fine.
I like the place, in fact its a second home to me.
The friends there are invaluable, and no matter how many years i've been apart, i will never leave it.

Emceeing
Its been rosy, apparently a faculty has gotten me into their events fray, and i hope to branch out from there. fingers crossed! and thanks shimei and pohshen!

Career
Within 3 weeks, i repaid the company who gave me the opportunity with a 120k project in Shine 2010! I once again proved my nickname as 'Event Lancer' because of my strike rate in projects with stellar presentations. I've been happy on board this cruise ship called O------ and i don't mind sticking around for another 6 months man.
It makes me feel that my decision was ultimately right, and i still stick to it that working with relatives will never be in my options anytime soon.

Love Life
Its official that i am not exactly looking for one that soon. But recently a situation actually arrived only recently, and there was lot of care and concern showered upon the other party from me. There is reciprocation, and i felt comfortable with her. Yet, at the same time, wary because of my past love experiences that compelled me away from trying anything fantastic or spectacular. As of now, the timeline of 6 months also gives me the opportunity, to, if given the chance, to know her better, to gauge the possibility, and finally, to give myself the feeling of stability in career and income. But yea, there is positivity in my feelings towards her. Not yet 'like', yet not stopping at admiration. The approach of likeness, is continuous, yet stable and steady.

The next few weeks would e busy and key for me! so i hope you guys are able to catch me at my best and busiest! cheers!